"This whole period is a roller coaster for me - I'm here and there every day, literally a daily war - but I think it's part of my path. On the one hand, I want and try to grow, and on the other hand, at night, I wipe my tears with a pillow," she said.
"My happiness was always in the first place with Ben. If I'm happy and trying to flourish, that's exactly what Ben would want," she added. "As far as I'm concerned, he's here with us, currently supporting me from above, I'm sure of it. I want to believe that in six months, I will be in a good place," she continued. "I don't want to wither - it's easiest to get into the blankets and not get out," she concluded. Eran Suisa: "This is the first time in my life that I'm ready to put myself in the center -- I'm currently focusing on what makes me feel good. "I'm only 28 years old, and I want a family and children, and I believe that it will come and that my intended partner will be sent to me in another year. "We were a group of friends who went out to a party, good friends no more. It is unnecessary to issue headlines without substantiation, especially in this sensitive period" "It's my way to get up and get out of the blankets. I'm not there yet, but I'm going through a process with myself, "he adds. "I believe I'll have to do that too, but right now I'm focusing on myself."